There's a Dragon Girl in the Desolate Sea

Chapter 93

The ninth dragon scale (III)

The last time I was held in my arms like this was a memory many years ago. The second of Qi Pan's rebirth, afraid of greed, left him alone early. She doesn't bother him, and she won't even call back, because she knows that she can't do some things by herself.

There are so many people in the world. The bone marrow bank can't find a match. But she can. Qi pan thinks it may be fate, but the timing of her appearance is wrong and her identity is wrong. Even if there is no blood relationship, my little uncle will never like her between men and women.

Qi pan of the first generation indulged in those beautiful love stories when she was a girl. She was just dreaming a dream that only she knew. After she was rejected by her little uncle, she would never read it again, whether it was a cartoon or a novel. In fact, no normal person would have that kind of mind for the children raised by herself. That's too strange.

So from the beginning, she couldn't get what she wanted. Qi pan knew this, so she never insisted. The pain was buried in her heart, and only she knew it. When she lived abroad, she didn't meet excellent men, but she knew very well that she couldn't love anyone except her little uncle. She lived very soberly, so she was also very painful.

Pain is not big or small, just like healthy people can't understand patients with depression. You see, the world is so big, the sky is so blue, the wind is so comfortable, the flowers are so fragrant, and the scenery is so beautiful. What's wrong?

But no matter how big the world is, how blue the sky is, how comfortable the wind is, how fragrant the flowers are, and how beautiful the scenery is?

Qi pan can't feel it.

She can't perceive other people's happiness, and others can't perceive her sadness. The more sober and rational she was, the more she felt that her life was full of loneliness. If she fights, she may not be able to win, but she doesn't want to be such a person.

Tang's arms were warm and cool at night. Qi pan curled up in his arms, but his hands were put in order and did not spread to any place that should not be touched. It is a blessing to meet such a person in such a place full of crises. Where there are no legal and moral constraints, it depends on the bottom line and principles in everyone's heart. Qi pan doesn't know where he is, where they all come from, and what the future will look like.

But she knew that this was her little uncle.

The human soul will not change.

"My name is Qi pan." She said in a low voice that although she was rescued by the sharp blade team, Qi pan didn't speak much. The soldiers were very silent and gentle. They knew that she was prone to post-traumatic effects after experiencing such things, so they never insisted. Their only goal was to capture the clown, take Qi pan out of the forest and send her home, I hope she can live a normal life - safe, healthy, disease-free and disaster-free. It's such a difficult thing.

Tang Dui didn't expect that she would tell him his name. He thought and said, "my name is Tang Shenbai."

"I know."

"Huh?"

Qi pan did not answer his question, but asked him, "are you married?"

Although her voice was small, she could not hide from the ears of other soldiers. The rainstorm on the vigil was close to them for fear of waking up other team members. He quietly turned around and told Qi pan in a small voice: "Hey, don't look at our Tang team for 30, we are still an older virgin, and we haven't even sent out our first love."

Then he immediately turned back and looked at his ears, nose, nose and heart, as if he hadn't burst the material just now.

That is to say, we should carry out the task now, otherwise there will be no discussion on the 100 kilometer load run. Tang team cleared his throat and said, "don't listen to his nonsense."

"Don't you have a girlfriend?" Qi pan raised her small face in his arms. Although she is now 16 or 17 years old, her appearance has not changed much. Perhaps it is because she has been cold hearted and restrained herself all her life. Qi pan always looks younger than her peers. She has never married, had children or been in love, and keeps a distance from everyone. My little uncle doesn't have a girlfriend and doesn't recognize her, so can she, maybe she can

Tang team was stabbed at the pain point and glared at the back of the rainstorm. He treated the girl in his arms more gently: "the work is too busy and dangerous. He doesn't want to harm people."

It's OK to involve others in fear. Once the identity is exposed, it is likely to attract retaliation. Tang team is handsome and tall. Of course, there are many people who like him, but he never thought of accepting anyone before retiring from the army. This is not only respect for others, but also respect for himself.

"I only have myself. I'm not afraid."

Tang Dui opened his mouth for a long time and didn't know what to say. In his opinion, it was just a little girl's beautiful fantasy of saving beauty by heroes. Real life was far crueler than she imagined. One of his former comrades in arms retired from the army and got married. He was recognized by the prisoners who had been arrested but escaped. The whole family was killed. The wife of the first instructor of his military academy chose to divorce and leave with her children because she couldn't stand such a day. Many comrades in arms died while performing their tasks - heroes are beautiful and love is romantic, But falling in love with a hero is not beautiful.

He shook his head. "You're still young."

"I'm not young." All her three lives add up to an old woman“ I'm not afraid of death. "